Bienvenue.

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Wed, 22 May 2013 01:42:48 -0400

lustt-and-luxury: ℓ&ℓ

Tue, 21 May 2013 23:20:26 -0400

ℓ&ℓ

I will admit, I’m afraid. I’m so overwhelmed with how, what, where, is my future going to lead to?...

Tue, 21 May 2013 12:15:41 -0400

I will admit, I’m afraid. I’m so overwhelmed with how, what, where, is my future going to lead to? It’s such a bittersweet mystery. As for now, keeping my peace of mind & pieces of myself to keep solemn is my goal these next couple of months. I have to fight the urge to embody desolate desperations my thoughts fool my soul into believing is okay. Everyday is a constant battle between myself & I. I want to be better. But it’s so hard. Have you ever come across someone so genuine and caring; you wished you could exemplify them, even to the slightest extent? This is me… Everyday. Evilness does not consume me; but goodness does not appear on my external like a bright light. Underneath all the sarcasm, I suppose there is that yearn to want to be the best person I can be that just can seem to seep out from the dirt. There is so much potential I can never show. I hate it.

I want to be better.. I just don’t know how.

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Tue, 21 May 2013 11:45:42 -0400

I wish I could just disappear sometimes. Somewhere far… somewhere with my dad. I don’t...

Sun, 19 May 2013 15:39:42 -0400

I wish I could just disappear sometimes. Somewhere far… somewhere with my dad. I don’t feel like I’ll ever be capable of feeling alive again like I did before. Emptiness consumes me..

I am so distraught. I will never get into the colleges that I want with my grades. Although they...

Thu, 16 May 2013 23:37:29 -0400

I am so distraught. I will never get into the colleges that I want with my grades. Although they exceed the minimum, I feel as if it’s still not good enough; I’m so overwhelmed…

How often do you have sex and why?

Sat, 11 May 2013 18:50:15 -0400

I’m a nun

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Sat, 04 May 2013 18:28:38 -0400

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Sat, 04 May 2013 18:22:53 -0400

"Do not fall in love With people like me. people like me will love you so hard that you turn into..."

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 15:31:02 -0400

“

Do not fall in love
With people like me.
people like me
will love you so hard
that you turn into stone
into a statue where people
come to marvel at how long
it must have taken to carve
that faraway look into your eyes

Do not fall in love with people like me
we will take you to
museums and parks
and monuments
and kiss you in every beautiful
place so that you can
never go back to them
without tasting us
like blood in your mouth

Do not come any closer.
people like me
are bombs
when our time is up
we will splatter loss
all over your walls
in angry colors
that make you wish
your doorway never
learned our name

do not fall in love
with people like me.
with the lonely ones
we will forget our own names
if it means learning yours
we will make you think
hurricanes are gentle
that pain is a gift
you will get lost
in the desperation
in the longing for something
that is always reaching
but never able to hold

do not fall in love
with people like me.
we will destroy your
apartment
we will throw apologies at you
that shatter on the floor
and cut your feet

we will never learn
how to be soft

we will leave.
we always do.

”

- Do Not Fall In Love With People Like Me (via perfect)

mewtoot: i think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know...

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 15:34:32 -0400

mewtoot:

i think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy

because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless

and they don’t want anybody else to feel like that

nnguyenxo: I need to clean up my diet and eat healthier.

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 15:39:48 -0400

nnguyenxo:

I need to clean up my diet and eat healthier.

People complain about other people on social networks & their drama, yet they’re sitting...

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 15:57:03 -0400

People complain about other people on social networks & their drama, yet they’re sitting on Tumblr blogging about it doing the same thing because no1 cares about Tumblr lol the irony

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Wed, 17 Apr 2013 19:31:11 -0400

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Fri, 12 Apr 2013 14:50:29 -0400

I feel dead inside. This feeling creeps back on me right when I thought things seemed to become...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 15:16:49 -0400

I feel dead inside. This feeling creeps back on me right when I thought things seemed to become better… I guess not.

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Thu, 11 Apr 2013 01:56:20 -0400

"If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don’t like. I had an old self that I killed. You can..."

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 16:35:43 -0400

“If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don’t like. I had an old self that I killed. You can kill yourself too, but that doesn’t mean you got to stop living.”

- Vargus, Archie’s Final Project (via wethinkwedream)

Telling a story or a secret of my life is the hardest thing I'd ever had to do.

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 14:18:01 -0400

blogsecret: I can’t tell if my friends are the toxic people I want to remove from my life, or if...

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 16:56:42 -0400

blogsecret:

I can’t tell if my friends are the toxic people I want to remove from my life, or if I’m the toxic person I want to remove from theirs.